最終的夢想

It had been tough for the past 2 months.
My relationship with money, wife, and daughter was terrible.
Last month paycheck give me a bump in the head, and waked me up.
Finally we broke the silent between my wife and I.
It's remind me Carlos, when he was asking me "WHAT DO YOU WANT?"
My wife just keep asking me what do you want to do? what do you want? what is your next step?
My head went blank!!
resist!! resist!! and resist
my first reaction was resisting
I felt responsibility was dropping on my shoulder.

Everyday while I am eating, or taking shower, I have been thinking.
All kind of thinking!!
Good , Bad and Evil
Conclusion is ...I am an asshole.

I don't want to give up like this.
I can give more.
Dream and Nightmare both are 1 step aways.
My choice!
Not Her
It's my choice.
Not Easy
but achievable.

很多事都是注定好的
今天突然有客戶跟我介紹一本書
叫 Less Travel Road
他說很適和我看

我一聽到這本書名時
我也覺得很有興趣
一條很少人走的道路
是我走的路嗎?